I do not like it. At all. I find it very frustrating and difficult sometimes, especially when the temperature reaches 90+ degrees. I find it hard to be relaxed and easy-going when I am waiting for answers and I try to breathe and put my mind on something else, like going for a walk or riding my bike. But tonight it’s too hot to do either and so I have to figure out something else to do.
I will follow up with this and let you know how the waiting turns out. Is it possible to just simply say, “Ah, it will all work out – relax – don’t worry. It’s totally out of my hands and the best possible results will come.” There are some things that have short-term results and some that are much longer. They’re all stressful.
I should get a pedicure or something. I think I’ll just hug Lucy, my beloved dog.
UPDATE: So far, two of the things I was waiting for – to hear back from someone about my play and to get a counter offer for an apartment I’m hoping to sell – both turned out fine. So my annoyance at waiting was so uncalled for. I am embarrassed.