I’ve been absent for awhile… busy learning my lines, rehearsing, having mild bouts of fear and anxiety – and also praying that Obama wins the election and that the Dems win many seats in the House and the Senate. I do feel that we’re in good shape and that’s keeping my spirits up.
I’m also pretty sure I’ve got my lines memorized fairly well and that even if I get scared when I get up on stage, I’ll be able to tell the story. The rehearsals have been really fun. Matt, our director, had me perform my piece the other day so fast – and that was actually exciting to do it so fast. And it felt good to know most of the lines. I’m conflicted because I enjoy improvising, but I’ve also worked hard on the writing and often it’s better to do it as written. One friend of mine, who performs with a partner, says they have no script, but I think they’ve done their show so many times that it probably adheres to a fairly strict narrative, even while they shift things around each time.
I continue to be grateful for people like Jon Stewart and Bill Maher for keeping me sane. And I have to see “Religulous” which I hear is quite good.
I read another good quote: “It takes a lot of courage to make a fool of yourself.” Charlie Chaplin.
I have courage. I don’t know how much talent I have, but I do have courage. I mean, why else would I consider getting up in front of a room full of people and talking about my nutty family, when I could be home watching Grey’s Anatomy? And then do it again three more nights in a row?
I will eat the fantastic chocolate cake at the Market Cafe on Sunday night after the run to celebrate Karen’s birthday. I can’t wait! And if Obama wins, I’ll go back and eat it again.
I saw the name of a show the other day about the election: “The End of an Error.” Amen. I know it’s not going to be easy if Obama gets elected, this country and the world is in a big mess, but I honestly feel that we will be moving from the darkness to the light. George Bush, Cheney, all of those guys need to go gently into the night. Or jail.